Day 13

Day 13- a letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Oh my...well here goes nothing

You will never know how much I care about you. Partially because I can't find the words and partially because you are too focused on other things to find out. Do you know that you are in my thoughts most of the day, that I worry about the things that you worry about, that I hurt for you when you hurt? Do you know I would do almost anything to keep you safe and happy? It makes me angry to see what you have to deal with, but choices were made that I cannot change and even so I will love you anyways. I have never missed anyone in my life the way I miss you. I miss your smile, your hugs, the quiet times when it's ok to just sit and "be." I miss the companionship and laughter. I miss my friend. Your words and actions are like a slap in the face, but I will love you anyways because it's the only thing I know to do. I will love you through this and anything that comes after, even if that means I have to love you from afar or through the hurt. I will always, always love you anyways.